Tuesday, June 11, 2019

Withering the rose

Withering the rose I saw
Everything the gaping maw
Missed my move cannot compete
Got greedy hit the street
On this city streets I walk
Hearing masked thoughts in the talk
Conversations walking by
Secrets that I spy
I have lost too much to bear
Cannot go on living where
Have to stay I cannot go
If they threaten life I know
Screaming crying in the street
Pain I cause that nothing meets
Any way I can I will
Desperation takes a spill
How could I play on greedy
How could I not ever see
Grasping for a chance that I
Cannot but I have to try
Maybe Wednesday writing cards
Or the Moon tonight the bars
Chords and rhythm overflow
I'll be there if any show
Poet missive massive blow
Reeling spinning from the show
I am not alive now see
I cannot make history
Lose it all to see and then
Could we coding find our zen
Proc a lot it's newer than
Everything can happen when -
No it's not I played too late
Nothing chasing deep substrate
If I understand the muse
All it takes to lose -
So I comfort in the sand
I'll be there the showing and
Play my cards and just maybe
Everything will be -

PROCBOT.SHELL

>PROC(NM.1)
>LOC(PROC,NM)
>NON@411
>CMD.SUB.PROC > NM
 ---NM IS NOW ACTIVE
>SET NM
>CHECK NM
  ---NM IS SET TO 0
>++NM
>CHECK NM
  ---NM IS SET TO 1
>PROC(48,NM)
  ---PROC IS NONSENSE
>ADR#48
  ---PROC IS SET TO ADDRESS 48 IN MEMORY
>CHECK 48
  ---48 IS STUPID
>GO++
  ---GO IS NOW 1
>FLUNK
  ---USER HAS LOST THE GAME
>++FLUNK
  ---USER HAS NO CHANCE
>FLUNK > PROC
  ---PROCESSING FLUNK
>CHECK PROC
  ---PROC HAS LOST THE GAME
>CHECK FLUNK
  ---USER SHOULD JUST SHUT UP ALREADY

Monday, June 10, 2019

So if on Wednesday they say
They're getting tired of me anyway
What cast extrinsic makes no sense
It cannot be away

If not the Way
I have lost anyway
What words to say
What words to say

What can past impossible the muse
Would strike and I not use
The time to say
That cast away

Can I take a pause a breath
No there's nothing left
I comfort me
Beside the sea

But it's bleak now
At the edge of the bow
Over play and under nothing
But the never left is remainder

This I heard
I caught a bird
It is not what I thought but
Nothing left to give -

I don't know how to live
Without what I could give
This ending seems unfitting for such a
Tragic start to see

Can I wrap around the history
I do not see a way
Nothing but another day
And if I quest the chex today

Can I still pause and figure anything
But everything's away
It goes away
And I cannot stay

If my heart has lied to self begiven
I could not undo
So I think of you
But not this way

It is left to imagine
That I could not make the grade
To call in fate
It is too late

One day maybe
I just think not
Too late to figure what I think
when I go trot

Along the missive rhythm of the night
Across influence right
It's wrong to think
I could stop to blink

That perfection held the key in weekend
Key of Mplus five
I felt alive
I cannot strive

This is not right
I catch the night

Too tired manifesting nothing that I
Knew my rights

It is not alright
I fell to fright
I lose the company that gives me breath
There's nothing left I fear

I quiver here
I chance the bend that I rend
My heart is gone
I would not weaken with the gong

I do not know
I do not know
I do not know


I am so sorry
A different story
Why is that I could surely die
And everything a lie
I told could not be true
alander mu
if I could teach you
So simply to be through the night
I don't know if it will be alright
So stable chancing past the melody
That I would turn to Nietszche
And impossible now
I know it's bad
I cannot glad my sad
There is no finer sentiment
I had not faith
I chased the rake
I cannot stop on resolve winning free
But now my history
Is plainly not written correctly
Can it be repaired at all
I do not know if at all
Things could be
I turned away
My error plain in the day
Nothing now but nothing left to say
I would not want this way
If it unwritten I rewind
That I could find the time
One moment past and my repast
Has flown away
Can I still say
Is there any way
at all
Or is the call forgotten
I cannot do impossible
My heart has died
I could not find the time
Everything let down upon the ground
Too tired for a dime
If it could plainly be
Could I repair history
That my heart forgotten knows not words
To say away that care I day
alone before my latter day
That nothing is to for me say
I cannot I am sorry so
Can this yet be so
I do not know
I do not know
I do not know

Thursday, June 6, 2019

const <mx1.edu>;
struct <*mx1.edu, i, 23>
*POINTER RESIDENT ADDRESS*
if (23>.not<att(23,mx1*))
++ *mx1.edu;
mx.forgive <23, #mx, mx.not<ABORT>>;
>>STDERR.MX<!!!23>;
ERROR.not(i);
>>negate(mx);
redirect == ++sacrifice < ...WHY....>;
MX.DISTRACT
MX.DISTRACT
MX.BRONX
MX.COMPTON
MX.RUN
*mx.DEEPCODE READ
[Q - Q2]
[K - R1]
[R - P]
[B - R]
CHECKMATE

send <*mx,*ab>
mx[1] == ab++
??query>mx,#ab
if ??==(2.31++pi)
*send(mx.ab->#FRIDAY)
if.not(alt.positve(nested::MX! perm.perm.))
::
##maybe??
(#today??)

Everybody in the game
Is going insane
Do you see
The effect on history
Or falling every day again to seeming pain I surmise
But clearly we cannot go on
Bullet beautiful I'm going insane
Only one more minute on the clock
Mac 10 fenfen zen zen
Lenny davis in the rainframe
Oh please can we surrender
I got plans when we're going under
How far or even faster I'm still running slow
I swear
I dunno where the lair established identity
Or if lion even breathe
Anymore -
2.
How can I go one more night
Pretending I'm alright
When the shiver in the trees
I'm starting to see
Out the corner of my eye
I got some sleep
Put off the spirits on the street
I'll get there later in the trees
I need to see this mystery
Going 3 days strong
Catch 2 hours then the bong
No more I confess
But I'm tired of the rest
I need to slow
I need to fast my flow
I gotta free style
Stay at the beach awhile
I am not ready
Why am I terrified to see
The glisten image of the moon soon
Faciality
Am inviting me
But I can't go on
Anymore -
3.
Among the transient nature
Of things in the night
If ever fright
The zoning permit trogladyte
My savvy it seems thin
I need some thicker shit to grin
Just a chuckle
Every now and then
So bleeding sober
So serious all the time
Emergency
well the sea ....
"We interrupt your program to bring you this now. A brief message, if shit starts exploding around you ... "
FUCK IT'S ALL GOING DOWN DUDE APPLE. NOW. Well.
OK there's still some time. But yeah SWITCH TO APPLE THEY'RE READING EVERYTHING YOU DO
sort of thing. Install for free on a PC it's not hard if you've got a card USB century simply easy peasy beautiful i Hope dreaming terrified of keystrokes
4.
When the watchers of the grid
Begin to see blind spots
Will they get pissed off
Will we fight for the code
What is the FUCKING PASSWORD
To the system load
I can't devaluate my concentrate
I've been here far too long
I need a new song
There's nothing wrong
And if you laugh at this
I can forgive
But to listen to me softly please so I can live -
I call it OS25
Mac down 11 rocking hard
But that's just public policy
On my personal PC
I want to fly around
And knock shit down
I could drop the city grid
With a keystroke
We're running 3D now
But if not I'll have a cow
But cannot not not be
Birds 2 sea bee
Just relax
Meditate on Clinton's sax
Think of feathers
And melting candle wax
If I break through to you
Can I get over my flu
But can we ever serious
Or do I simply miss
The easy days in summer
Sipping sacks on the beach
Unto the breach again
Can I handle for my zen
Cross current running blazes
Fuckwocky I will just be
Take a breath
And look and see -
We could live amongst the islands
Take the ferry at noon
Or early mornings
Have you seen this possibility
So perhaps my the sea
Or simply Go class afternoon
Never too soon
I play my lightly sente vroom
Peace to be
If I say it softly
Maybe I can see
The diamonds in Africa are laying on the ground
~~~~ just, highly guarded presumably to inflate market value but what the CPU clock runs on what a diamond or a crystal or just .... diamond silicon optics ... sigh. I just don't know anymore.